Fall as Leaves in Autum

You see, when I was think about a person I feel like I can reach happy life everafter. Because this person is my happy source, my energy source and my power source. But when I was think about the reality, it's totally different. This person was very doesn't care about his own life, doesn't care about other things, and doesn't care about anything in this person's life. Honestly it make me little disapointed.

Now my mind like as this tree, it has no leave to make it more beautiful and make it more good looking. 

 

It looks poor without leave. In fact  my mind just want to grow as a little tree. But it become as like when you see a tree in autumn, has no leave even it just want to little grow.

I hope it will be like this.

Spring..... full of leaves. It more beautifull than Autumn. Come on, courage me please...

A Rockstar, A Smoker ??

Are you agree with a statement that " A rockstar should be a smoker". It's utter nonsense. Of course it's utter nonsense, why..? because smoking doesn't make someone look cool or macho. It's just make someone look like a bad guy. Someone told me that rock isn't about appearance, but it's about soul. So, why should someone smoke to show that he/she is a rockstar.
I have no idea about that, and I can't think clearly about it. May be it doesn't matter for you (smokers), but it will be a big problem for us who doesn't smoke. We'll get more dangerous disease than all of you, it's annoyed. We don't get any value, but we get much illness.
It's ironic to say that you do it to make your feel better, and to fill your empty soul. Don't say that your soul is black as darkest night, because it will make your soul become truly dark. May be your opinion is "Wherever you stand, black will always beat white. Black will always win over white".
Nope...!!!
It will never happen, because black will biting white. So do white will biting black.
As a chinese say. YIN AND YANG.
it will be balance between black and white..!!
So rockstar, your dark heart can't be clear by smoke. And don't hope to beat white because you will never win the competition, but try to make peace with the white.
be YIN and YANG

Fiuh... I hope Yin N Yang Will Be Like This

Because I Love Pink..>_<  

Serenade

Dear blog....

I have some expectations when I get my master graduation in foreign. May be about five expectations. They are simple expectations but I think will be hard to reach them. Because it need  much fee, much patients, much pray, much tears, much support, much courage and much link. My first expectation is I wanna build a distro in... emm wherever... haha..

Distro..Distro..Distro..!!

Wakz... why do I wanna build a distro..?? Truly it's my revenge to my father. hehe..?? why.? because when I was in senior high school then I graduated. I wanna get an art study, especially about design but he never allow me to take it. So I wanna make a revenge, although he never allow me to learn about design but I can do what I wanna do..:p

Father..just look into my eyes(wakz..lebay) I can do what I wanna do, whether you allow me to do it or not. Of course I'll make you proud of me with something that you're not permit. Just look, you will proud of me.. I can do the best, I can win your heart.

you'll proud of me...!!!! 

I do it just for you you mom, and you Father..!!

Because you are my hope and my pride

Rockstar and I

Here We Go..!!

this is me

this is Rockstar

Than we love rock together

like this

And this - we always happy together

We can't separate like this

Change to be like this. I can't be the white or just to be black. And Rockstar can't change to be white or be  black alone.

But we have to be like this.

Always together. Because you can't wear just one sneaker, but you have to wear it in a pair.